Inner Void

Custard

I still remember the first time I saw you
I stood on the edge of my world
It was a time in my life
When my heart wasn't right
Had to change some things in my mind

I felt frustrated searched fun in my free time
A time in my life that I missed
Worked from breaking of day
'Till the day slipped away
Couldn't be the meaning of life

I don't know the place where I belong
I don't know the way to carry on
I have to break these chains
And I have to make a change
Before it is too late and I break away

I went on the hunt to fulfil my own wishes
You seemed the right person to be
So we fell in love
Ignored the situation
Blinded we walked that thin line

The troubles grew more and more we didn't realize
Anything our friends said
We went our way
Although I decayed
Time was just sand in my hands


My fatality
Will be the way that I'm living
Incapacity
For getting rid of my lies
So it's my destiny
To live with the hole in me I'm feeling so deep inside (repeat)

As the smoke went down around me I could see it clear
Never even realized my end was almost near

To live a lie
As painful as can be
The man in the mirror - he laughs at me