Modern Day Zero

It's hard to change
What's in front of me
It's hard to find
Anything real
Did it ever even cross your mind
This time
It's out of my hands

I never wanted to be
So lonely
So hopeless
Break down
Over now
Hit the ground
Left out 
And I'm broken 

I lose myself in your sympathy
I cannot fake this
While you're still standing
Still you never even stop to think
Just why
It's over my head 

Don't turn your back on me
Just turn around 
You turned your back on me 
Nowhere to run 
Did it ever even cross your mind