Low Expectations (Betrayal)

I never knew that this could be so hard. Always in the dark, wondering. Who the fuck have i become. I always thought that I would know myself. Always in the dark. Becoming what I never knew. Who the fuck have I become? I'm never coming, always going and expecting the worst. Expect the worst. Who the fuck have I become? I'm the exact person I hate. My words are venom. It's killing me from the inside out. Who the fuck have I become? I'm never coming, always going, i expect the worst. Always in the dark. I hope I see that light again. Who the fuck have I become? What the fuck have i become? Condemned, imprisoned in, in my own head. I'm always, kicked down and dragged out by my own hand. No one should ever live this way. Who the fuck have i become? Become. On one should ever live this way, never coming always going. Who the fuck have I become. Expect the worst.