Won't Follow Him

The Old Dead Tree

Can't you feel 
That I have changed my mind 

About my lure of death 
And suicide 

I've felt myself really ashamed 
Since the time 

I lost one of my best friends 
And my mind 

(I) Won't follow him! 

I think that I would not do some- 
Thing like that to the people 
Who protected me when I was younger 

But I can't really feel some hate 
My friend was so afraid 
That he has not realised 

The pain he would make me feel 
The pain he would make us feel 
The pain he would make them feel 

This wound that can't heal up 
This mouth that won't shut up 
Remembering us that he's gone 

He left this world behind 
To run away 
From depression 

But I can't really forgive