Endless Suffering

Death Before Dishonor

Pray for death
I can't stop longing for a release
From this game of endless suffering
Still I keep taking more of the pleasures
That sustain illusion
Drink my life away because I can't free
Myself from the same day
Just to have a taste of what I could have
If I just fucking died
Die in the arms of the truth

Maybe someday I'll have the strength
To just let go
Close my eyes slip away
Sleep forever escape the hate
No I can't escape the hate
No escape I've fallen in love
With feeling pain
And nothing I can do can stop the hate
A bitter man I stand to escape my fate