Again

Tapping the Vein

Again

I am wearing this weight again
It cuts like it did then
It's consuming all my thoughts 
And swallowing me again

And what you see is what's left of me
But I'm here
I didn't think I'd scare very easily 
But I fear this thing

It is wearing me out and thin
Paralyzing me again
It was vicious all the way here
I am barely alive

And what you see is what's left of me
But I'm here
I didn't think I'd scare very easily 
But I fear this

And I wish you love 
With anyone else but me
And I wish you love with anyone

And all I can do I will do for you 
If I'm here
I promise you I'll remember you 
While I'm here

And I wish you love 
With anyone else but me
And I wish you love with anyone

And I wish you love 
With anyone else but me
And I wish you love with anyone

And I wish you love again
And I wish you love again
I am surrendering me
Surrendering mine