Fingertips

Tapping the Vein

Although it's warm outside 
I feel cold inside my skin
I really could have used fair warning
Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in
This is easy
This is easier

If I could heal myself 
Where would I begin?
I really wish I'd had a shoulder
I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in
This is easy
This is easier

Locked in all alone here 
Fate is in my fingertips
There isn't anyone that can hold me here
Do you think this is courage?
Does this make me brave?
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

This is easy
This is easier for me 
Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me

Locked in all alone here 
Fate is in my fingertips
There isn't anyone that can hold me here
Do you think this is Selfish?
Does this make me crazed?
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

This is easy
This is easier for me 
Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me

This is easy
This is easier for me 
Than to pretend that this will ever get -
This will never get easy
I don't think so