Didn't I

Rachel Proctor

So hard to know the reasons
It's hard to know the truth
When it's all over
Every time I look back
I just get more confused
So I replay every kiss and
Every clue I might have missed
Didn't I make you happy?
Didn't I get inside your heart?
Didn't I make you love me?
Didn't I, didn't I now baby
I turn my world upside down
I turned myself inside out
But I still lost you
Didn't I didn't I 
Why do I keep believing? 
What am I hoping for?
Why can't I let you go?
I did all I could do 
Why do I think there's something more?
I just don't understand
How love slipped right through our hands
Didn't I make you happy?
Didn't I get inside your heart?
Didn't I make you love me?
Didn't I, didn't I now baby
I turn my world upside down
I turned myself inside out
But I still lost you
Didn't I 
Why do I think the fault is mine?
Was it me at the wrong time?
Maybe I could move on 
If I knew the reason why
I turned my world upside down
I turned myself inside out
And I still lost you 
Didn't I, didn't I