Awaiting

Evadne

And it is true, now is too late to be alive
 Is so cruel the lover wait…
 And here I am behind the curtains of solitude
 Beyond the veil of my absent gaze
 Trying to forget the traces
 That you absence leave in me.

 Thwart and deceived I am, bitter tears run my checks
 I can´t forget you ephemeral words of farewell
 Awaiting the beloved who goes in the cold of the night
 I don´t have her warm
 Every day agonise my love for her
 Now no more sadness tears
 No more disillusion, she is not going to return.
 Constantly in my head resound
 Hopeful words that you said,
 To made me trust in you, and you lie.

 Liar, for you absence I will die
 My innards twist inside I´m desperate
 Lies,for you lies I want to die
 Understand it, without you I´ve lost the sense of life.

 Awaiting the beloved who goes
 Into my frozen heart no rest place to
 All the pain that afflict to my poor heart
 Now no more sadness tears no more distress
 The desperation comes to take me far away
 How can I live without your love?
 How t olive without hope? That´s my secret…

 Every morning rise the sun
 Rise for me perhaps for one last time
 And the hope is almost lost
 The same last hope deceived for your words
 Words that hurt up to die
 The death, way to escape and find
 Go to sky and find your place to rest alone,
 Alone…awaiting

 A place to rest where I can remember that I am…
 Finally the pain is over my strength and my courage
 I want to take my last path
 Is better the death is better to die
 Forget the ends of my despair
 Lighten the penumbra of my heart
 But now is too late I’m convinced
 That there´s no other way to scape
 A place to rest where I can remember that I am
 ….Awaiting