Just Fine

Expire

Everything is going fine
 Going off without a hitch
 But soon enough you'll find
 That life's a fucking bitch
 Because the facts are cold and hard
 The needle point is sharp
 A picture is worth a thousand words
 And a pretty face is worth a thousand broken hearts
 How much further can shit go south
 Before I want to put a gun in my mouth?
 Before I take these thoughts and I act them out
 and put it all to an end?
 Can I leave that blood on the hands of my friends?
 Can I leave that scar on the name of my kin?
 Where? How? And when?
 Everything to lose
 And nothing all the same
 Do I leave a legacy?
 Or do they forget my name?
 Way too much to chew
 For what is now just a thought
 Hold tight and brace myself for the day that it is not
 So when I leave this earth
 Try not to be too hurt