Gone

Disembodied

I can't believe my eyes anymore 
I turn around and you're not there 
I don't believe my mind anymore 
It tells me things I don't want to hear 
Where have I gone 
Crushing my sould 
Crushing my heart 
Where has it gone 
Crushing my spirit 
Crushing my hope 
I can't survive this life anymore 
Not one more day of this bullshit 
You turn around and I'm not there 
Not one more hour, not one more minute, not one more second 
I'm gone 
Sometimes i wish I could just go where no one knows me 
Sometimes i wish I could just disappear 
Sometimes I think no one would even care 
Sometimes I think no one would even notice... 
I'm gone