Lost In A Fantasy

A Dozen Furies

Suspendid
I'm weightless 
Probing through my thoughts 
I'm unconscious 
I swallow the thought of one day 
I will wake to reality 

How can I find my own? 
Lost in a fantasy 
When will this life be whole 
I've tried a million ways 
To break free 

I stay high 
Sedated 
Insecurities far away now 
Wasted, I stand here and bleed 
For a way to reinvent me 

Prepare for the leap 
There will be no more suffering 
Push within to find the will 
To plunge to the end 

Take a deep breath 
Plunge to the face of the earth 
For the awakening 
Face down on the concrete 
Pick up all the shattered 
Pieces of me