Down In It

Tiga

Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky 
And I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe 
Sometimes I don't believe them myself 
And I decided I was never coming down 
Just then a tiny little dot 
Caught my eye it was just about, just about too small 
to see 
But I watched it way too long 
It was pulling me down 

Shut up! 
So what, what does it matter now? 
I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground 
And everything I never liked about you is kinda seeping 
into me 
Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how 
everything works out 
"I guess the joke's on me," she said 

I was up above it 
Now I'm down in it 

I used to be so big and strong! 
I used to know my right from wrong! 
I used to never be afraid! 
I used to be somebody! 
I used to have something inside! 
Now just this whole that's open wide! 
I used to want it all! 
I used to be somebody.. 

I'll cross my heart I'll hope to die 
But the needle's already in my eye 
And all the world's weight is on my back 
And I don't even know why 
What I used to think was me 
Is just a fading memory 
I looked him right in the eye and said "Goodbye" 

I was up above it 
Now I'm down in it