Bitter Pill

Silent Civilian

How can I forget 
The things that I, I still regret 
I'm wasted 
Digest this bitter pill 

I close my eyes 
Cold sweat's I feel the chill 
Inside 
I descent into the abyss of a sin 

Recall decisions that I made within 
This sense of guilt building up deep inside 
Respect of the main I once knew slowly dies 
Confined to sleepless nights 

My past will haunt 
My constant shadow fights 
I fall 
As time stands still, memories just stay alive 

My head hangs low from the lack of disguise 
The weakness slowly dismembers my soul 
I can't find exactly where I lost control