Crowd Of Me

Hodges David

It was a total fabrication
Just to start a conversation with a girl
I tried to show her something better
And all she saw was something bitter from my world
Pretend that I am greater when all I am are shadows on the wall
I think that I am standing the world that I constructed starts to fall

But everyday
I live a life
Don't understand
Will I become nothing that I've planned
But everyday I wish that I could run away
I find myself beneath the masks I've made

I get so lost in a crowd of me
I get so blind by what I see
I get so lost in a crowd of me
And I don't even know the man I used to be

Like a fraud I tried to fool you
As the facade I dearly cling to fades away
But the mask I wear tomorrow
It doesn't take away the sorrow of today
I been reaching our for something
To fill the haunting void within my heart
The masks that I keep wearing are sure but slowly tearing me apart

But everyday
I live a life
Don't understand
Will I become nothing that I've planned
But everyday I wish that I could run away
I find myself beneath the masks I've made

I get so lost in a crowd of me
I get so blind by what I see
I get so lost in a crowd a crowd of me
I don't even know the man I used to be
I don't even know the man I used
Say I don't even know the man I used
I don't even know the man I used.
To be.