Real or Not Real

All Caps

Is this real
or is this not real
I cant tell
how I'm supposed to feel
They say I'll heal
That I'll learn how to deal
But I can't handle
all of this


When I'm with you
I want to kill you
Peeta stop
they've really messed you up
I have this memory
that I loved you
Peeta that's real
you really did


But how I can trust
when I'm so confused
Peeta believe me
I'm right here for you
I'm right here for you


I know I act tough
but inside I'm really scared
I only get by
thinking of those nights we shared
it's really selfish
but I know I'm gonna need you
so help me win this
and I promise we'll pull through