Are You Still Alive

Camisado

I can’t be seen, can’t be saved 
I’m just a face to put on this memory
Even if I begged for your help 
You wouldn’t even know what to do 

I believe in revival
And even if you could 
There’s too much blood 
These stains don’t just wash away 

Stop the medication 
Because it’s only getting worse 
I looked in the eyes of the doctor
As he held the hand of the nurse 
“No one could survive this” 
But those are only words 
If I die here today 
I will rise from this hearse 

Forgive me 
I made a big mistake
I got caught in the moment

It would take everything in this ambulance 
To save me from this critical state 
There is nothing that you can do. 
Give it time and I will flat line 

Clear
I need oxygen 

That night I swore there was something in the sky 
I never expected to feel you take it all away 

Stop the medication 
Because it’s only getting worse 
I looked in the eyes of the doctor
As he held the hand of the nurse 
“No one could survive this” 
But those are only words 
If I die here today 
I will rise from this hearse 
Just look at you now 
Just look at me now 
Just look as us 

Is this what you call happy? 
When all the while 
All you wanted to see 
Is my throat smile 

Does this make you sweat? 
I’ll be the ghost that you’ll never forget