The Disease Is Me

Camisado

I’m sorry 
That I’m not as sorry as I should be
But is it ok, that I'm not ok? 

You are all diseased like me

I know about love 
And how no one gets out alive
No one’s listening 
I hear your voice in my name 
You are the novacane 
That flows through me 

I feel so numb

Please don’t say another word 
I’d rather think that you don’t care at all 
Please don’t say another word 
I’d rather think that you don’t fucking care at all 

Maybe this ending doesn’t feel right 
Because it was never supposed to end 
Don’t let this end tonight 

This is your last chance 
To stand face to face 
Turn your head and stumble away 
They call me love

I know that this isn’t something 
That will ever get much better 
So just let me forget you

Why does it feel like I have nobody? 
Why does it feel like I have no body?

I feel so numb