So Easily

Rains

If I should die tomorrow
Would you be there in agony or ecstasy?
Would you leave it up to me?
Remember all the dreams we shared together?
Are we throwing it all away?
Hoping for something better?
We used to try.
We tried so hard together to open up ourselves
And make a better life for each other.

I'm not the man I thought  I'd be
I am the one who was supposed to
Pick you up and let you down so easily.
I'm sorry if you're disappointed in me 
I failed at all the things I ever tried 
I thought they'd come so easily.

When the rain comes down and hits my face
I try and remember a day when they weren't 
Tears of pain when will it all go away?
When the thought of you and someone new
Comes across my mind the only thing I know to do
Is hope you remember.
We used to try.

We tried so hard together to open up ourselves
And make a better life for each other

I'm not the man I thought I'd be
I am the one who was supposed to
Pick you up and let you down so easily.
I'm sorry if you're disappointed in me 
I failed at all the things I ever tried 
I thought they'd come so easily.

Why did you leave me so alone?
Lets give this another try.
Cause I swear I want to get it right this time.

I'm not the man I thought I'd be
I am the one who was supposed to
Pick you up and let you down so easily.
I'm sorry if you're disappointed in me 
I failed at all the things I ever tried 
I thought they'd come so easily.