Life, Scars, Apologies

Since October

There's a part of me that's coming undone
When tragedy cuts to deep, the scars that it leaves
Will remind me
That love can be found in between the seams
Of life, scars, apologies

I've been through enough to know
That the water gets rough
Life and love, death and drugs
I've been through enough
And my scars are the proof
There's no hiding the truth
Guilt and shame on display
Is this as real as it's feeling?

There's a part of me that's coming undone
When tragedy cuts to deep, the scars that it leaves
Will remind me
That love can be found in between the seams
Of life, scars, apologies

All my dreams are the cost
From all the battles I've lost
Mocked and judged, sweat and blood
My dreams are the cost
But crying won't stop the bleeding
Cut too deep, I need healing
Wants and needs, apologies
Is this as real as it's feeling?
Is this as real as I'm feeling?

There's a part of me that's coming undone
When tragedy cuts to deep, the scars that it leaves
Will remind me
That love can be found in between the seams
Of life, scars, apologies

I'm not proud of the scars that I've made
But they remind me of what needs to change
Is this as real as it's feeling?

There's a part of me that's coming undone
When tragedy cuts to deep, the scars that it leaves
Will remind me
That love can be found in between the seams
Of life, scars, apologies