Our Hell (Haines Emily)

First went wrong is hard to find We're paralyzed, we apologize Our hell is a good life Last went wrong, where's my prize under the lights Can we call it in? We'll be on the road Can we stop? When we stop my back will turn your face toward the fence What I thought it was it isn't now All this weight, is honest worse We're moderate, we modernize Till our hell is a good life All we know what to forgetâ?¦ how to do right Coloring in the black hole Can't we stop? when we stop My hands will shake, my eyes will burn My throat will ache, watching you turn From me toward your friends What I thought it was it isn't now What I thought it was it isn't Punishment to stall what is done What I thought was in is missing out What I thought it was it isn't now There's a pattern in the system There's a bullet in the gun That's why I tried to save you But it can't be done