Cowboy (Zeds Dead)

You see I grew up as wild child Played by my own rules Stubborn as a motherfucker I don't wanna go to school Math class is boring Recess is old news I just wanna chill and have fun like them older dudes Yes I did and I never gave in With my back to the wind In the roof of your grin I was out for the sting When I wanna die, win When they told me I'd lose I just told 'em i'd win And I snuck out of class Headed down the road Venture'd on home Call me Indiana Omes Said I never look back I just set my own path I don't need a game plan I can get my own map Till girl means boy and boy means girl never would've thought she would change his world I remember that day when we met up in a range she just looked me in the eye and she said one.. thing she just looked me in the eye and she said one.. thing Show me love, is got your hand on a button now. Showing love, is got your hand on a button now. Don't you see what I am, see what im doing this is my life dont you see what i've ruined drowned my gift, dropped my fate forgot my dream i've lost my way and there's nobody to blame, nobody to call to I was doing fine, why the fuck did i involve you Ready as i am, i would never get the chance to show you what i dreamt cause you never understand I'm a cowboy by night, writer by the day if i could find a saloon, i could find my way earn my living with my with my outlaw winnings you could spend it all with me but i just cant stay now everything's gone, everything's lost promising to god I have paid my cost never would've thought she'd ever let us go but she missing in my heart, i can feel it in my soul Show me love, is got your hand on a button now. Showing love, is got your hand on a button now. What's wrong, who cares its all wrong, cold stare, i've been wrong, about everything you owe me and if i had another chance, to try it all again then you know you'd be looking at the old me so if there's anything left, anything at all lemme write that song, that'll put you in my arms I can see you a star, please don't shoot Please, just at least, let me speak my truth too little too late, she whispered in the wind, wish you'd never left, this shouldn't be the end, she's always on my mind, when I'm thinking in my zone, when there's nothing left to drink and I'm sitting here alone, the cards are on the table, the odds are looking grim, indebted to regret, theres no profit in the win, i told her what she meant, just so she remembers that, i sent it with a prayer but she never wrote a letter back.