Dead Weight (With the Punches)

I've identified my first mistake as trying to Justify a rep that you did nothing to avoid. Too many times I took the blame and now I've had enough. What's the point of making future plans when you're lying from the start? Finally have the nerve To call you out the only way that I know how. I'm done lying for your sake This is just more than I can take. Those bad tattoos oh what a mistake Call this just what it was, I grew tired of your rolling eyes. You're a monster by your own design. What more can I say? It's alright for me to feel this way, Just wrong to keep on faking it. We've both wasted enough time by denying The truth in how you knew I felt. Face the fact: you never cared. Made it thru my best year without ever looking back If it comes to pass and you see my face, I wish you'd just forget my name. Finally have the nerve To call you out The only way that I know how. I'm done lying for your sake, this is just more than I can take. Those bad tattoos oh what a mistake. Call this just what it was, I grew tired of your rolling eyes. You're a monster By your own design. What more can I say? It's alright for me to feel this way, Just wrong to keep on faking it. Somehow it feels so right To not care if you make it home tonight. To not care if you make it home tonight. I hope you know (I'm happy now) I know you know (I'm happy now) I Know you Know (I'm happy now) I know I know (I'm happy now) [I hope you know (I'm happy now) I hope you know (I'm happy now) I know you Know (I'm happy now) I know I know (I'm happy now) ] This is the last time that I'll compromise and you can keep what's left of your dignity, I'll take my chances chasing down what's mine, and you'll be here all alone