Getting Over The Overs (Ruiner)

Yeah. Now I fucking get it what you meant When you said moving as far as I can will change everything I never understood it than but I understand it now The options are slim-the placements perfect no one knows me here And all those minutes I spent screaming at the wall. Hoping maybe your picture could answer back And sometimes yes sometimes I wish I didn't care. Yes sometimes I wish I could never hear your voice. Than maybe this would be easy-maybe this would be as simple As the way I hurt you with out thought Or reason without a shred of compassion... And for the fuck ups I'm never coming home. It's so easy when there is someone else to blame But I see that same fucking face every fucking day. I'm spending every second wishing I could take it all back And you were so fucking different This is the end I never got it I never knew what you meant You only appreciate someone when there fucking gone And you kept drinking, until I didn't exist Well I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm desperate I'm sorry and for once I'm speechless.