Suffering In Solitude (SITD)

The past is gone But it's not dead It's in my mind It's in my head Life seems full Of clouds and rain What have I done To deserve this pain? All this waiting Is agony In your heart No empathy Your distrust Cuts me so deep There is no word For me to speak All my dreams Were built on sand And all my plans Run through my hands Now I close my eyes Suffering in solitude Nothing remains But hurtful lies Now I close my eyes Emptiness That's all I feel All these wounds Will never heal Your distrust Cuts me so deep There is no word For me to speak