Inside The Mind (Officium Triste)

I don't want to fall asleep When I fall asleep I feel naked in my mind My mind is showing me Things I don't want to see From the past and what is to be It's all too much for me As it shows who I really am And it shows who I'm gonna be Reality is shown within my dreams I have to stay awake by any means When I fall asleep I feel naked in my mind My mind is showing me Things I don't want to see From the past and what is to be It's all too much for me As it shows who I'm gonna be And it shows who I really am Reality is shown within my dreams I have to stay awake by any means I can't be proud off myself A masquerade of who I am I feel that's my only help Don't want to belong to the damned Yet to the damned I belong All hope forever gone Sleepless nights what I get A state of mind I regret I regret what I see when asleep All left for me to keep Nightmare visions, tossing and turning The sight of my mind burning