The Sun Doesn't Shine Anymore (Officium Triste)

The sun doesn’t shine anymore Grey clouds cover the sky forevermore And I miss you, your smile, your laughing face And the twinkles of joy in your eyes I know you are there Yet you are so far away A part of me has died A part that chose not to stay Wishful thoughts In my mind All the time Thoughts of vengeance to ease my mind I know you are there Yet you are so far away A part of me has died A part that chose not to stay Wishful thoughts In my mind All the time The thought of holding you tight In my arms On a day Under the blue sky In the sunshine Burning bright On a day In my arms Under the blue sky I fear this is a Utopian dream Reality ain’t the same no more Real life equals horror In real life I am game Being hunted by reality Reality which is unfair And i’ll always miss you I am here and you are there