Miss The Pain (Much The Same)

It's so easy to look outside myself And point out all the blame I'm saddened when I see a friend No longer acting the same I wonder how each one of them So easily falls away But the answer is identical To how I got this way No longer am I looking to you In darkness I have remained The struggling's a thing of the past And sometimes I miss the pain That pain is the evidence I'm fighting for a cause Every temptation a hurdle I know we can cross But then I let my guard down And the battle is gone Complacency takes over so I know something's wrong Help me, help me find my way I'm tired, I'm tired Of living this way I need you to bring me back home Because I, because I hate Being alone, all alone