Love Lost (Betraying the Martyrs)

Wash this blood from my hands! Today was the day that I slain a man His name was love & I loved him more than anything Forgive me Father for I have sinned Forgive me my lost love For I will never forgive myself! My mind is both plagued & blessed By thoughts of your death I rid myself of this possession my selfish sword Of which I cut you with cut you deep cut you down Love lost, you find that one And you’ll lose it all not for a night of fun But a night of regret now watch her run Watch her run I know I will never forgive myself My love, my life, is lost forever I constructed a path for you to walk away Built by hands of a lie with bricks of shame Since the first one was laid there was no turning back A construction of destruction, I am my own demise! I am my own demise! Today was the day that I slain a man He was my heart, I have killed myself Wash this blood from my hands There was never an option, I received what I deserved!