Blackhole Scenery (Chemical Vocation)

Lights out, it falls Out of a puddle of blood I rise, Weak & out of reach I'm ashamed, dead, I wish you where dead. I'm just a child. And I'm crying (like one) No you won't deny this. Motherfucker Like an angel left to die (I was left there with this.) No more words I gave up the fight (No way I'll give up this time) From birth I was deceived. Mocked 'til love seemed like shit. And beauty was just a word. I'm better than you I always was Lights on, I'm scared It's sinful & repulsive. Why would anyone want to hurt (Unrevealed secrets Comes crawling You'll feel it boy) Me... ? Like an angel left to die No more words I gave up the fight It's so fucked I'm surreal It's so fucked I'm surreal