My Greatest Enemy (Neverstore)

There right in front of me My greatest enemy Should I just turn my back or go all in? No one would hear me scream Won't be a pretty scene So maybe I do best if I just bail Tired of being me. I'm close to mutiny I play my cards but there's no way I win I'm breaking out of here, failing to disappear A lackadaisical attempt to hide I'm trying to be strong and brave But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside I'm lying to myself I'm fine But to tell the truth I'm way out of line I try so desperately to hide my misery I'm just a puppet But with chains for strings Am I the only one left in this stupid town? DAMMIT! No one seems to care at all I'm trying to be strong and brave But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside I'm lying to myself I'm fine But to tell the truth I'm way out of line I'm trying! I'm my own worst enemy There right in front of me My greatest enemy Should I just turn my back or go all in? I'm trying to be strong and brave But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside I'm lying to myself I'm fine But to tell the truth I'm way out of line I'm trying to be strong and brave But to tell the truth I'm bleeding inside I'm lying to myself I'm fine But to tell the truth I'm way out of line