Long Road (Blitz Kids)

I've created a monster, it feeds on my guilts I'm lying with vultures, they're watching me wilt Patiently waiting for me to decay, I've got half of my breath left and one stitch away And I know they're not known to coven They won't be polite, they'll just rip up my bones till there's no flesh in sight But I'll be fine It's a long road to the top When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself Heartbreaks, mistakes Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best It's long road to the top and you're on your own When the feast is all over, the crowd disappears I'm never the uneasy sense that I'm soon to face all my fears This is the only way I have to show you the things I'm too terrified for anyone to know Honestly, it's just to be alone But I'll be fine It's a long road to the top When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself Heartbreaks, mistakes Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best It's long road to the top and you're on your own I wish there was an easy way to live my life I'm sick of always acting like I'm doing fine This is me, twenty-three Count the ends so easily, I'm out of time I'm taking all the chances that I wished you'd take I past the point of caring about the bones I break This is me, twenty-three King of my destiny I will be fine It's a long road to the top When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself Heartbreaks, mistakes Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best It's long road to the top and you're on your own The perfect way to meet my end Free for all with my friends Dig your teeth into my skin