Empty Happy Song (Silence 4)

Being alone I've been alone So gone so long that I got tired of it There's something wrong I can't recall the last The first time that I felt happy So you come up with this song To sing along and make us all pretty My love will never let me go So I'll just get back on the world today I'll find a meaning and a way to feel Brighter than the sun Another pill tells me I'm strong So strong so wrong to still believe in it Whatever I need I need to believe My faith is weak and gets me even more sick So you come up with this song To fool your heart and blind it till you can't see How long have you been this gone So I'll just grab some words to say Without a meaning Just a way of forgetting that I'm all alone Like a new year's eve party Where I am obliged to be happy May the new year come with a song An empty happy song To make my life so right for me So you come up With this song to shout and force yourself to believe Though we all know you're not that strong Tired of so much pain Of living in this cloud of rain I need something to go on I've ran out of anesthetics I'm becoming so pathetic If you got nothing to hang on You're not alone Live die cry tonight Let tears fall down your face and laugh Don't waste your last words on sorrow Live like there is no tomorrow And may we all be one In this song An empty happy song To keep us smiling instantly Become what we would like to be Indulge ourselves to believe And though we'll never ever be We'll pretend that we all can be Free