Beyond My Control (Garbarek Anja)

It happens that someone knocks at my door Then the whole house starts to shake So that it gets really hard to stand up And even worse to walk I usually fall down On the floor And i stay there Until that someone decides to leave And the house calms down And i look through the curtains To see if he would regret To see if he would try again It happens that someone calls me on the phone And my house gets so scared That it jumps right up into my throat I swallow like crazy Hoping my heart will glide Back down So i can talk to that someone Maybe talk to a friend But it is too late But it is too late It is beyond my control If i don't open up the door It is beyond my control If i don't answer your calls I'm not to blame It isn't my fault It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump And it happens that i take a walk outside Just to get some nice fresh air And it happens that i see someone i knew A long long time ago Then i just see him to disappear Becoming one with a wall Becoming one with a lampost Becoming one with a tree Becoming one with a street Becoming one with a house Becoming one with a door Becoming one with you all It is beyond my control If i don't open up the door It is beyond my control If i don't answer you call It is beyond my control If i just seem to disappear It is beyond my control If i am suddenly not here I'm not to blame It isn't my fault It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump It was you that make my house shake It was you that made my heart jump It was you who came my way