War (Element Eighty)

This is not me now can you tell me what am I becoming? what am I doing to myself? This is not me now can you tell me why I'm self destructing How can I live with all this? I am breaking to pieces and how long will I lose this war I can't take much more I am losing now will you help me How can I explain this? How can I justify myself? I am losing now will you help me cause I can't remember all that I've lived with for so long I am breaking to pieces...(2x) This is not me now can you tell me what am I becoming what am I doing to myself What am I doing to myself? I'm self destructing I am breaking to pieces... (3x)