Pictures (Pay money To my Pain)

I feel my heart is getting lost being myself is painful someone says you don't have a chance to restart the life that you never had Negative emotions attacked me especially like this lonely night silence is eating my brain shutting me down and I'm stuck again Years spent drawing and painting me colors on myself once I saw my future but now I need to wipe off my eyes Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life when you are up against the wall what would you give to be free just like how we were before Endless pain I've had enough If only just for now can't I have it all but in the end it defeated me why do I let my past laugh at me I've been dreaming and I've been drawing what I saw but time waits up for no one that's why we are living in a picture Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life when you are up against the wall what would you give to be free just like how we were before I feel my heart is getting lost being myself is painful someone says you don't have a chance to restart the life that you never had Negative emotions attacked me I can feel my hope slipping away I ask myself Will you stay with me Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life when you are up against the wall what would you give to be free just like how we were before Tell me when you have lost your way what would you do to see the light again a picture is the only way to member that your past is true When you get trapped in your life just wanna run but you don't have the strength what would you give to be free just like how we were before just like how we were before one more time