Maybe (The Jelly Jam)

At almost any time there's too much on my mind So much it makes it hard to think And just like most any day the same things come my way And after all I'm on the brink But I'm paralyzed by something less And I can't get over emptiness So I dull the pain and ease my brain and the time I'm Feeling strain of something If I had the time to ease my mind then maybe I would fly If I had a way to help me stay then maybe I would fly So once again today I got in line to pay For everything I ever do Even tho I feel alright and I've said I love my life I'm happy when I think of you But I'm still afraid to leave my cage And I just can't seem to turn the page You know I'm feeling every bit my age And just can't put my finger on that something If I make believe its summer time then maybe I would fly If I ever knew it would be fine then maybe I would fly If I had the time to ease my mind then maybe I would fly My life's just one big roller coaster I ride and ride it carries me But I'm free... To be lonely again