Going Numb (No Motiv)

Why canæ?° I Just feel something besides Just some numbness? No pain No happiness inside I canæ?° feel at all I canæ?° seem to Grasp whatæ?¯ going on Without going into Some kind of trance Itæ?¯ so bizarre I canæ?° feel at all I canæ?° see at all No sign of emotion Nobody is listening to me no No nervous reaction Just another Blank expression for me Whatæ?¯ wrong with me? Senses dull now Staring at the wall It must be a defect Going numb and I canæ?° feel at all