Empty Paper (van der Veen Astrid)

Give me a piece of paper and I'll write my whole life for you down I think I'll return an empty paper but don't throw it away, it's still my life maybe I'll ever write a word when I've found it yes, I'm looking for it but it is hard to find please give me a another reason to live cause mine is total lost and now I am ashamed of myself cause I'm not happy I'm blaming the whole world of things they really did but I cannot smile from inside out yes, I'm working on it but it is hard to find I think I've found it but I can't say I missed you my whole life that would be stupid and I'm not and that's a lie Let me just believe in my lies or tell me the truth choose and come to tell what you decided and then I'm ready to take me for all that I am yes, then I'm ready to take me for all that I am I think I've found it but I can't say I missed you my whole life that would be stupid and I'm not and that's a lie give me a piece of paper