Leaning With Intent To Fall (Dystopia)

Another friend found dead in the street A painful death of self-defeat The reaper killed by the seeds that were sown Another mother destined to be alone See the world through sunken eyes Infected soul, infected brain Feel your flesh turn stone cold And endless downward spiral of misery and pain is what remains You used to do that shit for fun A steady march of slow death With no intention of turning back Feel the pleasure, you taste the pain Getting high just to get sick again You don't seem to be having much fun Wake up, wake up from this lucid dream Nightmares, nightmares are what the future brings See your spirit fly with the angels Fall from the heavens Fall through your fingers You say you're hurting? I'm hurting too Am I to love you? I hate the things you do You say it's over. you say you're sober You're fucking clean And then you fucking O.D.? So you chose to take your life away Suicide is an easier way See the world through sunken eyes We tried to change the path you were on Feel your flesh turn stone cold A night alone. a spoon, a needle needle in the arm, and now you're gone. Can you climb out of this hole that you've dug? I wish I could help you but I can't Watching through my eyes is misery Dying in your eyes, that's all I see See your shadow fall from heavens Fall through your fingers Fade into nothing