Self Defeating Prophecy (Dystopia)

Endless voices Shattered thoughts that cloud my head Sleepless nights of agony Wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat Searching for the words to say Babble spills out of my mouth Starring into space I didn't hear what you said I wish i could explain what's wrong with me Why can't i think straight Im lost because i think to much About... Misery of life No esteem from proding eyes My confidence mistakes Scarred to sleep or stay awake Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye I am dumbfucked All my pride sucked I fight to gain control Of what the fututre holds But im fucking lost Because i think to much About misery Of life no esteem from proding eyes My confidence mistakes Scarred to sleep or stay awake Lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye I ambumbfucked All my pride sucked Nails dig into my head Tossing and turning in my bed Biting my lips Blood stained mouth Need something more to calm me down Will i end up dead Or can i digest it all this shit im fed Endured for so long I am suprised that ive made it this far In my lifetime I watch people waste their lives away It makes me sick To think i could end up like them But i wont