Lost In The Dark (Afterworld)

I don't know what is going on, I want to find myself everything keeps spinning in my head, someone help me now Memories is everything I have, I want to find my self Only darkness, darkness everywhere Lost, lost in the dark, the darkness kills me piece by piece Lost, lost in the dark... Illusions starts to take my mind, I want to find myself Was it me and was the bullet mine, someone help me now Now I know everything has gone, I want to find myself Only darkness, darkness everywhere God why can`t I take my life, I don`t want to live much longer Hey can someone hear me now, someone who is much more stronger