I'll Still Destroy You (The National)

It's so easy to set off The molecules and the caplets They all have something against me Nothing I do makes me feel different This one's like your sister's best friends in her bed calling me to join them Can't avoid them This one's like your mother's arms when she was young and sunburnt in the '80s Lasts forever The more level they have me The more I cannot stand me I have helpless friendship And bad taste in liquids This one's like the wilderness, without the world I'm gonna miss those longs nights, the windows open I keep re-reading the same lines always up at 5am every morning Like a baby It's just the lights coming on It's just the lights coming on I have no positions No point of view or vision I'm just trying to stay in touch with anything I'm still in touch with The sky's getting whiter I can't find a liner anywhere I'm going crazy I'm not crazy Put your heels against the wall I swear you got a little bit taller since I saw you, I'll still destroy you It's just the lights coming on It's just the lights coming on