Fade (Staind)

I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but The thought is too much to conceive I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt, I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching is the bed that I have made So where were you When all this I was going through? You never took the time to ask me Just what you could do I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt, I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching is the bed that I have made But I never meant to fade away I never meant to fade I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me to Express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching is the bed that I have made I try to breath