The Mask (Kingmaker)

This is not a fucking cry for help. I’m just trying to explain myself. My heart is racing at a dangerous speed. I tried to save you one million times, It was just a waste of my fucking life. I didn’t think to save my fucking self. I didn’t think that I could feel inside, A sweeping loss of my fucking pride I didn’t know this was inside of me. How could I have known that I could feel this way Not a single ounce of pride is left inside of me. I don’t know what fucking bothers me more The anger I feel, or the way that I adore it. If you don’t need me, Then I don’t need myself. And we can both fucking burn in hell. Fuck you for not needing me When I fucking needed you Fuck me for not needing you When you fucking needed me Now that I lost my disguise, I see a blur in my eyes, I’ve let myself get the best of me Now that I lost my disguise, I see a blur in my eyes, I can no longer fucking see. I’m not insane, but I am fucking insane You should have seen the look in my eye. I’m not insane, but I am fucking insane You never should have spoken to me. Your biggest mistake, Was knowing me My biggest mistake, Was being me.