Drown In My Dreams (Black Heaven)

I hate this life, a suicide could prevent the pain the world is cruel and now I feel that my love was in vain I stand all night and I pretend to know the ways of doom and I recognize that we're all children of the dying moon... Oh, I will drown in my dreams the world around me fades to a painting of tears that will destroy me I blame myself for all my deeds and pray with all my heart and when the sky is full of love the heaven falls apart I stand all night and I pretend to know the ways of God and I recognize that we're all children made of holy blood...