Coincidenta Oppositorum (Oblomov)

I can't hide to shadows without the light, I'm trying to explain you how black clouds could turn to white My thoughts are progressive, I lead you to the future, Then I look back and turn myself to negation of mine... We are the heavens, we bring you the power From the seas and oceans jets the geyser of pleasure Fire brings me glory from deserts and fertile valleys In thunder I feel energy - rising With the help of the wind I can penetrate much deeper Falling rain from the sky brings danger into my mind Nothing is certain in this world just the mountain stands still Submissivness controls me in the embrace of the Earth Something puts me into the motion, may be it's just one side But without the other one I don't feel complete, Concurrently with emptiness is filled my mind White eye is watching through the black field, Male element completes the sign How could you want to love me, just hatred can let it realize Here in this space it doesn't matter-if I am God or I am Devil Negative pole pulls contrary - positive sincere power High are snow mountains above,when you stand under pointed shields Just from fields and the deepest valleys you can see their mighty greatness I am your eternal enemy, I keep you stil alive I'm disgust - the slave of grace, which serves to your eternal cry My sight stares to the east - every day, every morning I wait for the sunrise My wish is to catch all that joy before all the light will go out Something has stopped my motion, perhaps it's an impulse from the other side Two gates lead to my future, but I'm passing between them Black eye is watching through the white field, female element completes the sign How could you want to hate me, just love can let it realize...