What Was Going Through My Head (The Grapes Of Wrath)

Let me see through all the lights I know I'll feel better in time You shoulda told me a lie I tell you why, I don't know What was going through my head Now things have cleared, I'm not dead Now that I've settled in bed You shoulda told me a lie I tell you why, I don't know What was going through my head What if I walked off the line What if I never revived You shoulda told me a lie I tell you why, I don't know What was going through my head You know it should have been red You know I should have been lead Down in deep inside I am safe and now and then I want to fly Away from everything on my own on my way through the night I wake up I don't know where I've been And then I'll start over again You shoulda told me a lie I tell you why, I don't know What was going through my head I tell you why, I don't know What was going through my head You know it should have been red You know I should have been lead You know I could have been dead