Didn't I (Roudette Marlon)

So long, the war is getting colder I feel like this beat-up soldier So wrong, I'm running from the fight Now I wish I'd never told her It must have hurt some dropping that bomb But I guess what's done is done now And as we both get older I wonder will these wounds heal over Ooh ooh, didn't I love you baby? Ooh ooh, will I ever get the chance again? If you're worth fighting for Why didn't I go to war? If you're all I'm searching for Why didn't I love you more? What was I thinking of I should have treated you better If I didn't mess around Would we still be together? Cause you're something girl Oh yes you are Yes you are, yes you are, yes you are So strong, moving on finally Trying to put this thing behind me With every step I end up back three Can't break these walls around me And though I'm almost free Those demons are always with me I can't escape now even if I want to Ain't no place where I can run to Ooh ooh, didn't I love you baby? Ooh ooh, will I ever get the chance again? If you're worth fighting for Why didn't I go to war? If you're all I'm searching for Why didn't I love you more? What was I thinking of I should have treated you better If I didn't mess around Would we still be together? Cause you're something girl Oh yes you are Yes you are, yes you are, yes you are Didn't I, lose it all for a little lie Me confused girl caught in a the middle I I woulda fight any bad man for you girl Trad lands for you But yet me can't fight my roaming eye Well I was wrong to behave like a youngster Leave me but believe me it's naivety I'm no monster Didn't I, say we were in our prime But it wasn't our time girl You can't say we didn't try If you're worth fighting for Why didn't I go to war? If you're all I'm searching for Why didn't I love you more? What was I thinking of I should have treated you better If I didn't mess around Would we still be together? Cause you're something girl Oh yes you are Yes you are, yes you are, yes you are