The Deep End (Too Close To Touch)

Everything's the same My own reflection's lost in staring at the frame Of who I used to be Rebuilt to place the blame On someone else's shoulders How does it feel? Oh, God it used to smother me Head full of mistakes A cloud of my regrets A human thought grenade Don't make me pull the pin And it blows my mind Feelings are left behind Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside Do I even need to question Where you hide the life you give me The breath you take when leaving Are you even trying to find me now Can you tell me where I'm heading Drowning in the deep end The cracks I count on these lonely walks home Have caught my thoughts and seen the bottom of my soul And the place that I lay my head to sleep Is sure to catch the rest of me While I dream of what it feels like to be whole You know it's hard to wake up whole in an empty bed Taking its toll sinking me slow instead Hard to wake up whole in an empty bed Taking its toll sinking me slow instead Drowning in the deep end